Deadhorse Valentine

I tried to finagle the world's least romantic weekend getaway, but we ended up having to go a few days later.  And luckily, we were gifted with perfect weather: sunny, almost windless, and a mere -30F, which afforded us gorgeous mountain views, a bizarre Mars-like sunset of a cold red ball hovering over barren tundra, caribou and musk ox grazing in the clear crisp air, and even a solitary goshawk sunning himself on a mile marker post.

It was heartening to have five of us in the van as we wound through the Brooks Range and onto the stark, lonely north slope.  Aside from a handful of steampunk-Soviet looking beige corrugated aluminum mechanical sheds and pump houses, it is an austere landscape.  Deadhorse itself was rather buttoned up as oil demand and production are still low; there were a few trucks around, and some single-engine cargo planes.  We shared a fifty-room dorm with only three other inhabitants.  I scored some much-needed toothpaste at the general store and had my first espresso coffee in many months.

It was just a quick trip up and back.  We stopped for a walk near (frozen) Galbraith Lake.  There the foothills and snow over were incredibly reminiscent of the scenery near McMurdo, if you ignored the grasses and stunted bushes.  There's a deep satisfaction in going to the end of the road, as well as returning to our homey camp tucked in with the trees.

One of many scenic places I peed.

Booos!

Pipeline on the north side of Atigan Pass.

It felt like the path to Castle Rock.

Gaiter Maid

Today I skied, jacketless, through four inches of fresh powder.  A relative heatwave struck, treating us to +6F, a swing of forty degrees from much of last week.  I did manage to ski on a mostly windless day in the cold-cold; my breath labored behind my gaiter, my eyelashes thickly frosted and occasionally frozen together.  In the open, the snow prisms the sunlight into drifts of rainbow glitter.  Within the trees, blue-gray dusk is punctuated by golden shafts eking their way through gaps in the thickly woven branches.  And one section of trail proved favorable to a pair of wolves (an hour? a day?) ahead of me.

I wouldn't say I watched the Super Bowl -- I went to be entertained by the handful of deliberately rowdy/intoxicated 30-year-old guys I work/live with.  I believe their pre-game Edward Forty Hands began about noon, and football started at 2:30pm our time.  They made buffalo chicken dip, cuban sandwiches, steak, hand-battered potato wedges, and a miniature Gatorade cooler cake with a jello center for that satisfying je ne sais quoi.

A very industrial nighttime look for the dorm.

Abby and Ben (I think) made the cake, Ben took this photo.

Should I title this "Truck Butt," or "Red Light District"?

It's Not the Heat, It's the (Lack of) Humidity

If there's one life lesson that has really been trying to impress itself upon me over the last year or so, it's the necessity of hydration.  Living in a frozen dessert?  Strenuously hiking above 10,000 feet?  Repeatedly skiing when it's below zero out?  Hey lady: for fuck's sake, drink some more water.  "*This* time," I say (for the umpteenth time), "ok, I got it!"  I guess I took the whole thick-blooded thing too literally, and I don't have Kelly with me to set a good example draining endless water bottles.

But I made real progress wearing my jacket to stave off the cold.  A group of us drove about fifty miles north to poke around some old trapper cabins and cross the boundary into Gates of the Arctic National Park.  I started off with a t-shirt, two wool base layers, thick hoodie, my trusty hobo down jacket, and dad's winter coat, for a total of three hoods and a hat.  One cabin had a wood stove but was built primarily for summer use -- the windows were partially framed, and bits of cotton batting, socks, old pens, and gum wrappers were stuffed around the edges for insulation.  The previous inhabitants left behind a solid VHS collection of '90s movies, some old National Geographics, headlamps, spices and soup mixes, and not totally tasteless nudie calendars.  

After examining said domestic comforts, we set out along a creek, ultimately to its convergence with the Dietrich River (or maybe the river was over the hills in front of us, I'm not entirely sure, but we were in the vicinity).  The scenery was stunningly snow-covered, and we made our way to an electric-blue overflow, where a small fountain bubbled up out of the frozen creek in one place, and flooded the embankment in another so that a refrozen skating rink formed between the trees.  It was like a "Nutcracker" ballet set come to life.

Gates of the Arctic is special not just because of its remoteness, but also because it's free of any trails, markers, or development -- it is preserved wilderness.  Wikipedia tells me it is entirely north of the Arctic Circle, and roughly the size of Belgium.  So we barely nudged our way in, courtesy of the winter-highways of frozen creeks and rivers.

Back here at Camp, we finally had a fire in the Big Tent.  It's an aluminum-frame structure covered with thick plastic, about 40' X 15' with 20' ceiling, and a double-barrel (previously oil barrels?) homemade wood stove.  We got the metal to glow red and toasted a coworker who's leaving for a few weeks of vacation.  In a little over a month I'll be leaving, so I'm trying to keep drinking it all in.

frozen beard guys

enchanted forest

Every other body of water was frozen; I suppose some geothermal heat keeps this creeklet open.

Cold Mountains

I'm on my second book about mid-century hikers of the Himalayas.  Both authors are candid about the physical hardship, indispensability of local guides, and ultimately inscrutable motives for their journeys.  Though I don't think I'll ever push things so far, I find myself of the same ilk.  Setting aside the tedious management of one's variety of affairs in order to devote attention to a particular mission has always resonated with me.  That's not to say there aren't myriad attendant duties and tasks, but that they all serve the over-arching goal is a satisfying grand narrative.  All the assignments and studying and notes are in service of Graduation; correcting and finessing words and typesetting turns manuscripts into Books; buying food and packing gear and walking thousands of steps achieves Through-Hikes.

I don't really know where I wanted to go with that.  I have a bit of a headache, possibly from the first direct sunlight to hit my eyes in two months, or the after-effect of mild hypothermia, or both.  Lesson learned (maybe?): even when it's -10F, you can be lulled into not realizing you're cold.  Oh, I had my down jacket right there in my backpack, but it somehow didn't compute that it might help with my painful, un-warmable fingers.  I'd like to think my chilled brain would've eventually made the connection; luckily, it was only about a half-mile of my own confederacy of dunce-ness.  

Abby leads the way on the frozen Kyokuk River.

glassy overflow on Gold Creek

Damn good brioche, if I do say so myself.

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Despite a life-long interest in politics and commitment to liberal values and policy, I don't often write about these topics.  I'd like to take a moment to reflect on a couple broad concepts in the interest of bolstering our current shaken sensibilities.  First, consider the preamble of our Constitution: "We the People of the United States, in Order to form a more Perfect Union, establish Justice, insure domestic Tranquility, provide for the common defence, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America."  Among the flourish of capitalized nouns, there's some pretty clear language there about how we'd like to -- how we must -- function as a society.  Our Constitution is strongly influenced by England's Magna Carta, the document that established that the rule of law supersedes the supposed "divine right of kings," a.k.a. despotism/dictatorship.  It states unambiguously: "We will appoint as justices, constables, sheriffs, or other officials, only men that know the law of the realm and are minded to keep it well."  

It is essential for all people subject to our government to actively participate in its healthy maintenance.  Free and fair elections, equal opportunity, and proper enforcement of laws and administration of justice don't magically happen on their own: these fundamental elements of our democracy are made manifest by us, our living actions.  When dissatisfied, we must persuade and reform.  Violence is neither persuasion nor reformation, but destruction -- and destruction certainly isn't restoration of some perceived past state.  I'm no optimist, but surely we can do better for our Union by our union.  

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Thanks for following along if you made it through that. There's another important topic I want to address.  My former mother-in-law passed away unexpectedly a few days ago.  Marietta was kind, loving, fun, bubbling with warmth and enthusiasm, and always told me I cooked delicious vegetables.  I learned a good deal from her about how to be a partner to a passionately inventive and creative husband.  Despite my occasionally being prickly and taciturn, the tumultuous end of my marriage to her beloved older son, and our withered ties, I always knew she loved me.  And I go on loving her.

Me and a big slice of the Veligdan family with Marietta beaming from the center.

Seasoning

The cafe has really quieted down since Christmas -- our mini-surge of tourists cleared out, and road work has all but stopped truck traffic for a few days.  My already-relaxed-pace cleaning now accommodates the stockpiling of hundreds of cookies and hour-long listening/discussion sessions with coworker Chris about different styles of reggae.  One night we grilled steaks to perfection, along with asparagus, made extra crispy fries, and dined to the exuberant rhythms of the Gypsy Kings.  It was as good as a night out at a fancy bistro, except we stood next to a garbage can under fluorescent lights.

Abby and I skied the next creek to the north, on a narrow path through fairytale snowy spruces up toward a steep-sloped valley.  The pink mountaintops multiply and draw you in as you gain elevation, but we didn't venture far as it becomes avalanche territory.

If the days were threatening to blend together with my pattern of reading, eating, skiing, working, and sleeping, today really spiced things up.  I watched two guys for four hours as they carefully skinned a lynx they trapped.  I don't want to gross you out -- I didn't think it was gross, but it was very, shall we say, transformative -- so I'll just mention that it was removed pretty much in one piece, almost bloodlessly, while suspended from a hook, in the comfort of our boss's living room.  We do get up to some interesting things here.

New Year's Eve pallet fire 

Clara Creek 

I made a bunch of truffles and dipped things in chocolate for Christmas.  The pickles were Abby's idea; they were so horrible she spit them out.

2020 Baking Highlights

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My friend David made fruitcake with so much candied fruit and booze that it is still mostly wet after three hours of baking.  It is delicious.  I'm trying to offset it by consuming actual pounds of kale, but I know it doesn't exactly work that way.

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January: lemon bars -- Hut 10 kitchen, McMurdo, Antarctica.  Aside from the first lettuce anyone had eaten in over a month, the lemon bars were the crowning glory of the Shuttles holiday party.  

February: chocolate chip cookies -- also Hut 10.  I disappeared for a while on a slow day of work to mix dough with a friend, and got to deliver a few samples to my new boyfriend.

March: croissants -- The Swedish Bakery, Nelson, NZ.  I didn't bake these, but I sure are the shit out of them.  

April: scones -- 273 Bealey Ave., Christchurch, NZ. a.k.a. my international shelter-in-place pad, temporary quarantine "flat" while abroad.  The buttermilk over there is incredibly thick.  And my clandestine meeting with a friend all the sweeter for a shared snack.

May: blondies -- Kelly's cousin's house, Montrose, CO.  I loved the gooey caramelization from the Betty Crocker recipe, and they went down pretty well with Kelly's friends.

June: biscuits -- tiny trailer oven, somewhere in western CO.  I baked off my frozen rectangles in a few locations, and they came out light and crisp and fueled high-altitude hikes.

July: potatoes in foil -- the campfire, Ironton(?), CO.  I guess technically they steamed, and perhaps were cooked by all three forms of heat (convection, conduction, and radiation).  Whatever the science, so delicious with ketchup.

August: fish -- mom and dad's house, Traverse City, MI.  Mom doesn't like the house to smell fishy, so I coated it with mustard and walnuts and shut it in the oven.

September: decadent pizza -- Pixley Pioneer homestead, Kalamazoo, MI.  There were multiple cheeses, olives, pepperoni, and we all chowed down.

October: whole chicken -- Katie and Ken's house, also Traverse City.  Beautiful juicy bird, beautiful jewel-like root veggies, beautiful picturesque dock on the lake, beautiful goofball friendship.

November: potato rolls -- Trucker's Cafe kitchen, Coldfoot, AK.  We make our own hamburger buns, and they are just really damn good, especially right out of the oven, with three pats of butter.

December: adolescent redemption -- also Coldfoot.  BUCHE!  I made a pretty great Yule log cake for staff dessert.  The secret?  Chocolate on chocolate on chocolate, with a scattering of crushed Oreo.

So it's been a good year of baking, despite the obstacles and shifting sands.  And hey, we had homemade lobster ravioli for Christmas, and the sun is coming back, and there's a new season of "Big Mouth," and so many more things to pop in the oven and transform into delicious goodness. 

dusky cafe

Regarded-vous les champignons mignons!